Man in the Mirror

I start my first day of Junior year tomorrow.... and I'm oddly very nervous. I don't exactly know why. I mean it's not like I haven't done this before. I don't know... I am really most nervous about a class I have on T/Th which obviously isn't tomorrow, but I am so nervous! And it's not that it's a hard class, just one I am dreading. I know it's just my anxiety that is making me this way and I'm just making things worse in my head than they really are, but sometimes it just happens and I don't know what to do about it. I wanted to read some of my Bible tonight to maybe calm me down, but I quickly realized that it's in my car. (Good place for it to be, I know.... not.) I wish I wasn't so worried, but I am. And I know this is lame... but I'm kind of getting a little homesick already. I miss my family so much. It's always hard for me to get back in the swing of things after summer break. Why can't we just go to college and hang out with our friends and not have classes? That would make me feel better about life. Oh well... I'll get over it.

It's late and I have class at 9. Goodnight! :)